i'm not putting any effort into this rn it's just that i realised i don't have an open post so. here it is. throw prompts / starters / texts / etc. any time + receptacle for meme continuations i guess
wait really? you really think so??? because if you'd like it then i'll try! it's still really embarrassing and maybe i'll want to crawl into a hole and die but i know i don't really have any sex appeal, so if that works then i'll do it...!
that's true. and i guess i do like the sound of this better than actual therapy.
[ the promise of Kaito's praise and attention is way more motivating than any self-righteous bullshit people have tried to feed her before about improving herself. she doesn't care about being a stronger person, or independent, or confident. the only thing she needs is him.
sure, maybe nothing about them is normal or "healthy" but. what does it matter? this is what works for them. she's never been this happy. after suffering miserably for such a long time, why shouldn't she be allowed to live however she wants? ]
as long as you don't mind me complaining... i think i can live with that. plus, i want you to be satisfied, you know? even if sometimes that means i get worn out. i like it. that you want me that much. i do too.
Yeah. Besides, who's really gonna believe us outside of other crazy exceptional people?
[ There's something to be said for how easily he falls in line with that train or thought. 'We don't need anyone else but each other.'
Kaito's sure he's seen that theme explorer often in literature, and it rarely pans out well for the couple. But that's fiction. Reality is more nuanced—and they're more nuanced than a co-dependent couple.
He'll move mountains cross worlds for her. ]
Look at you, communicating your likes and desires. What a good girl.
I don't mind you complaining at all, y'know. That's part of the charm. Let's wear each other out, y'hear? I am very much also motivated by your satisfaction and pleasure.
[ agh. he has her so well-trained that even when it's just text on a screen, the words good girl from him make her blush so hard she overheats. not to mention everything else in that message also being unbearably sweet!! ]
[ even when it comes from Kaito, of course she can't believe it. she's spent lifetimes being told the opposite, knowing that there must be something about her that is undeserving of kindness. ]
[ He lets that sit for a moment before continuing. ]
Being a big sap and telling the truth are not mutually exclusive. You don't have to believe me right now. I'm not gonna pressure you to. But know that I believe it enough for the both of us.
[ her impulse is to lie or deflect, the way she's always known. it would be easy. he'd be happier if she weren't so difficult, so she could say that of course she believes him; she could brush it off, play cute about how embarrassing it is, how sweet he is to her.
but she also knows Kaito wants her to be honest as she is, when she can be. so, the best she can do is— ]
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Uh
Well
This is hard to describe with words
So
😳
I get the embarrassment but it's also....
Y'know.
Geez.
[ Looks like he still needs to recalibrate. ]
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please don't think i'm disgusting
just forget about it i won't do it again
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No no no I'm not saying it's bad!!!
It's.
I think it might be pretty effective... next time...
That's what I'm saying.
LOOK IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT IT'S MY FAULT I HAVE A VOICE KINK
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you really think so???
because if you'd like it then i'll try!
it's still really embarrassing and maybe i'll want to crawl into a hole and die
but i know i don't really have any sex appeal, so if that works then i'll do it...!
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We can be embarrassed together.
I want you to try—and not just for me.
With any luck, this will help build some self-confidence.
And don't say you have no sex appeal
e.You don't know how difficult it is for me to control myself around you sometimes.
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well
maybe i don't want you to control yourself. ❤️
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We're exceptional, I guess.
...
This is a slippery slope, y'know.
You're going to lose sleep for this.
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and i guess i do like the sound of this better than actual therapy.
[ the promise of Kaito's praise and attention is way more motivating than any self-righteous bullshit people have tried to feed her before about improving herself. she doesn't care about being a stronger person, or independent, or confident. the only thing she needs is him.
sure, maybe nothing about them is normal or "healthy" but. what does it matter? this is what works for them. she's never been this happy. after suffering miserably for such a long time, why shouldn't she be allowed to live however she wants? ]
as long as you don't mind me complaining... i think i can live with that.
plus, i want you to be satisfied, you know?
even if sometimes that means i get worn out. i like it. that you want me that much.
i do too.
[ honesty sucks, she hates this ]
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Besides, who's really gonna believe us outside of other crazy exceptional people?
[ There's something to be said for how easily he falls in line with that train or thought. 'We don't need anyone else but each other.'
Kaito's sure he's seen that theme explorer often in literature, and it rarely pans out well for the couple. But that's fiction. Reality is more nuanced—and they're more nuanced than a co-dependent couple.
He'll move mountains cross worlds for her. ]
Look at you, communicating your likes and desires.
What a good girl.
I don't mind you complaining at all, y'know.
That's part of the charm.
Let's wear each other out, y'hear?
I am very much also motivated by your satisfaction and pleasure.
[ And her happiness, especially. ]
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seriously how are you so perfect
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Well. I've been to hell and back.
Twice.
Maybe the devils taught me how to be so 'good'.
😋
That's a joke.
It's easy to be soft when you're around.
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you don't have to flatter me, you know.
[ even when it comes from Kaito, of course she can't believe it. she's spent lifetimes being told the opposite, knowing that there must be something about her that is undeserving of kindness. ]
i think you're just naturally a big sap?
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[ He lets that sit for a moment before continuing. ]
Being a big sap and telling the truth are not mutually exclusive.
You don't have to believe me right now. I'm not gonna pressure you to.
But know that I believe it enough for the both of us.
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but she also knows Kaito wants her to be honest as she is, when she can be. so, the best she can do is— ]
ok. i won't argue about it.
❤️