Ah... I understand. My only option was always death, right? From the very beginning. I'm being punished for wanting to live. If I had just kept my head down, if I hadn't hoped for a different ending, I wouldn't have suffered this much. It's all my fault. I thought I had accepted that, but I was still clinging on, wasn't I?
I get it. So you can stop now. I'll really, truly give up on everything.
... In the end, I don't think I'll get to see you one last time, Iz.
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Ah... I understand. My only option was always death, right? From the very beginning. I'm being punished for wanting to live. If I had just kept my head down, if I hadn't hoped for a different ending, I wouldn't have suffered this much. It's all my fault. I thought I had accepted that, but I was still clinging on, wasn't I?
I get it. So you can stop now. I'll really, truly give up on everything.
... In the end, I don't think I'll get to see you one last time, Iz.