[ although she sounds flippant about it, what the Communion conveys is anything but: a small, shivering presence caught deep in a pitch-black mire, like a deer sinking into tar, too exhausted to even struggle for its life despite the horror filling up its throat. after everything she did to survive, in the end... ]
No, should I say I killed myself? I did what Hayame wanted of me and dissipated myself for Meridian's sake.
[ it's not as though that's what she was thinking in the moment, but isn't it true enough? she could have surrendered to Mordred in other ways. she could have offered up information about Meridian and it would have counted as a defeat, she's sure. the route she took was the one that only brought harm to herself. and for what? these self-obsessed, stubborn, hypocritical bastards. she should have just sold them out. ]
After all that, I'm just... a little tired right now.
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[ although she sounds flippant about it, what the Communion conveys is anything but: a small, shivering presence caught deep in a pitch-black mire, like a deer sinking into tar, too exhausted to even struggle for its life despite the horror filling up its throat. after everything she did to survive, in the end... ]
No, should I say I killed myself? I did what Hayame wanted of me and dissipated myself for Meridian's sake.
[ it's not as though that's what she was thinking in the moment, but isn't it true enough? she could have surrendered to Mordred in other ways. she could have offered up information about Meridian and it would have counted as a defeat, she's sure. the route she took was the one that only brought harm to herself. and for what? these self-obsessed, stubborn, hypocritical bastards. she should have just sold them out. ]
After all that, I'm just... a little tired right now.