WCB █ narration.

[appeale]

✦ what the heck is this post?

ruby is the POV character and narrator of the novel she's from, which means she comes with internal dialogue and narration. for the sake of murdergame secrecy, i've omitted her usual thoughts from her bracket text – but i still want to preserve them somewhere! it's not necessarily that these are Big Secrets, just that it's more fun not to know what she's thinking.

✦ why'd you link me to a screened comment?

that's where the omitted narration is! once the game ends, i'll unscreen everything, so it's like bonus content when you reread threads 👍

content warnings for suicidal ideation and self-loathing within.

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[appeale]

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... What the hell is this? I didn't die. I'm still... Rudbeckia. I didn't get to rest, I didn't get to leave anything behind. My whole life just fell apart, and I have to— I have to go through this now? Some insane horror movie bullshit. Is this a fucking joke?

Why? Why does this always happen to me...? I know I deserve it. I know. I know, I know, so just let me die already and I'll rot in Hell. I'm begging you. No more.

I can't even be relieved that I'm away from Cesare. Ah... I don't want to do this again. I don't want to live like this anymore. I want to see Iske. He must already know, he'll hate me, he's going to kill me... That's fine. I won't try to avoid it any longer. Please. I just want to see him one more time. I should never have—

But I—

I'm still scared. I don't want to die... So what choice do I have? Just until I see Iske. Just until he puts me out of my misery... I have to keep going...